FABIOLA JUAREZ! FABI! LA MERA MERA FRIJOLERA. LA REINA DE ALLENDE. BROOLYN POWERHOUSE.
12/20/25
AAAAHHH shit, here we go again. It’s ya boy with another shitty writing piece. I was taken aback with the amount of support I received from my first blog post. I had over 150 page views and people telling me in person how moved they were by my writing. My friend Donnie Waters who is a master of the English language told me some writers spend their whole careers trying to find their voice and that I already had mine! ME?! lol. He explained sometimes knowing all the rules holds people back from letting it flow. I resonated with that statement because that is how I feel about drawing. I don’t have formal training so I just make shit up. I also see it in cooking, I am classically trained and know all the “rules” but feel restrained behind the stove. On the other hand I watch my wife who has no formal training and cooks like she is anointed by God himself. Long story short story FUCK rules.
CONTEXTO
Way back in November Fabi slid in my DM’s requesting my services. I was happy to hear from her due to our prior work experience with her family restaurant in Bay Ridge called Coszcal de Allende. She is a pretty low maintenance client who has a clear vision of what she wants so I was happy to help. I also heard great things about Frijoleros which I haven’t had the chance to visit. Living in Manhattan kind of keeps in you in a bubble and traveling to Brooklyn felt like a trek. She basically signed me for a three flyer deal for upcoming events she was hosting in her space. The first pop up was with the CDC (chef de cuisine) of the highly successful one Michelin starred Corima to promote his bar in Guadalajara. The second was with the chef of Nois, a fancy restaurant in Oaxaca doing sexy Mexican food. The third event was with the Atla Boys aka Opalo who are a pair of chefs that have been making noise in the NYC Mexican dining scene. I was stoked! This was a beautiful opportunity to lean into my roots and do some dope Mexican inspired illustration for experiences that enrich and elevate the culture. But working with chefs isn’t always an easy task, that’s three different personalities, backgrounds, and visions. I knew I had my work cut out for me.
HISTORY
I met Fabiola back in 2018 at a Oaxacan restaurant called Claro. This was back when I was fresh to the city and just stared dating my wife. My wife was tapped in, she knew everyone, and loved to eat and drink herself. I was enamored by the way she navigated this network and I wanted in. We sat at a corner bar seat right in front of Fabi’s well. Fabiola was charming, tatted and tall. She greeted us with shots of mezcal, talked us through the menu and got us drunk. The lore behind her started to unravel slowly. I heard she was a beast in the kitchen, with both savory and pastry. She was also doing the speed rack thing and was winning all kinds of competitions. The next time I saw Fabiola was a few years later when she started at Crown Shy behind the bar. I had never seen someone integrate into a team so seamlessly and she went from being the new girl to the life of the party instantly. She is an absolute pro behind the bar, is well spoken and has confidence dripping out of her ears. Some of my fondest memories are from when she started the Crown Shy basketball club. We played for a few weeks and she would whoop our asses on the court. That was a short lived club due to Ryan Sullivan hurting his hand which caused him to miss out on like 3 months of work. LOL. Long story long Fabi is dominant! She takes what she wants with a smile on her face.
RENGO
Batter up. This first flyer was due like 8 days before the event. I was already slammed with a bunch of other projects and I was deep in the shits. The theme of the event was a traditional Mexican posada with an illustration of a piñata. The pressure was mounting cause I already had them asking two days in when it would be ready. I was like damn girl, give me a second. That night I sat down and banged out two piñata drawings. One on brown paper and the other on black. I hated my first piñata it wasn’t that cute and just felt too manufactured. The second one was cool but it didn’t lend itself well to digital manipulation, which is half the job. So I sat down the next day to do a pen and ink illustration. I got the bright idea to pay homage to a famous Mexican illustrator who shares the last name with the event they were hosting. I ripped off one of calavera men but put a jug of ponche in his hand and had him carrying a peculiar looking pinata. This illustration came naturally to me and felt more like art. Not gonna lie I struggled a bit with the digital aspect of this job. The Rengo team had a clear vision of what they wanted it to look like. They loved the illustration but I couldn’t quite nail the text. Someone on their team took the liberty to throw text on my illustration and call it a day. I felt cucked but had to take a step back and remind myself that client satisfaction is the goal. If they are happy so am I. Job one COMPLETE. PAYMENT RECEIVED. LETS GO.
NOIS
This one was especially exciting. My first job in NYC was as a line cook at Enrique Olvera’s Cosme. The cuisine is heavily inspired by Oaxacan Cuisine. So naturally I was overjoyed to pay homage to a style of cuisine that has such a special place in my heart. After a deep dive on the Chef’s instagram and the restaurants insta I was stuck. Nothing stood out for me to latch onto. I begin a drawing of ingredients of mole negro but it felt forced. I scrapped it and did a little research on corn and precolonial Mexico. The goddess Chicomecóatl stood out to me. She is the aztec goddess of corn, sustenance and agriculture. I loved that she was a woman and Frijoleros being woman led naturally I felt the click. I wanted to express her feminine power not as weakness but as strength! This goddess held the welfare of the people in the palm of her hands. I also loved how she was referred to as the seven serpent, I am drawn to pre-hispanic Mexico honoring serpents as gods. As an artist I feel it is important to challenge peoples perception of good and evil. I am a God fearing man, but I do feel that Christianity was used as a tool to dismantle and undermine the beliefs of the people. I found two references and blended the concept together with my style. I sent Fabi a sketch and they loved it! The chef already had a mole on the menu honoring this goddess. It was divine, 100% meant to be! I felt so fulfilled finishing this project. I knew I snapped on the illustration and used my own hand writing as the text. The prior experience with Rengo put things into perspective. The clients don’t come to me for some graphic design bullshit, they want art!
OPALO BOYZ
I had already heard of these guys through the grapevine. I worked with this dude Steven at Crown who was room mates with one of them (Jose). The other dude John I had seen around and knew he knew my boy Milton, so I was stoked to hear Fabi was hosting them. From what I heard they do great things at ATLA and I was excited to see what we came up with. The timing wasn’t great for me. I was on vacation back in Cali celebrating my sister’s graduation from nursing school. I was having a hard time working out there due to the celebrating. But we got a lil group chat together and the ball was rolling. I didn’t get started on the design until I was in the airport on my way back to NY. The guys didn’t give me much to work with so I figured I'd just do my thing. I redrew their logo which is three chiles secos using pastels. It looked aight, nothing crazy. As I was about to board it came to me, these chefs aren’t like the others. They are New York based so they needed that NY flavor. I had the idea of blending New York iconagraphy with some elements of Mexican cuisine in the shape of the letter O. I sketched it out on the airplane and it was fire. When I got home I was exhausted from traveling but forced myself to ink that hoe down and get it colorized. The pressure was on, we were like 8 days out from the event and I had Fabi asking me for updates. I quickly finished it and gave them a few options to choose from. Admittedly, I do not think the team loved it as much as I did. I very much did my thing and stood on my business. But the drawing was strong, the post was made and the rest is history. The event is this coming Sunday and will be the first of the three I will be attending. Super excited to try these young up and coming chefs’ food and spend time with my family. I also really admire their creative direction, they have a strong sense of self and have a story to tell. Greatness is on the horizon.
Wrap it up
Man, I’m so happy this deal is done. It was exciting, emotional and beautiful. I learned so much and felt like the pressure made me better. Thank you so much to Fabiola for having me on this. I am honored people like what I do and are willing to have my art represent what they do. The story isn’t over. Fabiola is a powerhouse and probably won’t stop until she has the whole city wrapped around her finger. Thanks for reading<3
Shmilly Revilla. Shimilton Bobby Brown. Milly. My right nalga. Milton Revilla. Orale Milton. Le Cooking Savant. Chef Daddy.
Yo! Thanks for coming through to my website. I’m hoping to do this more often as a way to express myself through writing as well as utilizing my site year around. I pay like 30 freaking bucks a months to only pop out and sell twice a year, crazy. ANywayZ, my wife is asleep so this will be crudely written and executed. I am not a good writer by any means. My mom use to force to me write her a page a day about anything I wanted. I hated it, it felt like torture. I am constantly spelling things wrong and making up words. I struggled in school with writing and wasn’t the best reader either. But here we are 20 years later taking a crack at it. A colleague of mine recently read my zine and told me she’d like to see more of that kind of work. Why not?
Back in October Milton mentioned to me he’d be popping up at Win Son, which is a Taiwanese Restaurant and Bakery in Brooklyn. I have not had to the chance visit but they have a great reputation. This is coming off the heels of my last commission by Milton to do his Chino Grande pop up flyer. Which I executed digitally and has a cool light hearted feel. Scrolling through Win Son instagram I quickly realized this needed a hand draw approach. I already had been experimenting with my pastels but have not done a full on flyer with them. I am not a classically trained artist at all, I don’t think my pastels are very good but I had a lil gut feeling I’d snap. Not gonna lie, I procrastinated for at least 1.5 months before sitting down and doing the work. What a lot of my clients don’t realize is my job is not only to draw, but to think.
BACKSTORY
Milton and I go way back to 2017/2018. We met at Cosme, he was a prep cook/line cook around my age. He had an infection energy in the kitchen, great style and understood Mexican Cuisine on a deep level. I wanted to be his friend but he didn’t give me the time of day. Admittedly, on one of my trails I made myself look like a doofus by wearing a chef coat in the Cosme kitchen. I don’t think it was well received and Milt probably registered that in the back of his mind. Fast forward to when I was hired on as a line cook, Milt was on sabbatical working at Le Cou Cou gettin his French game up. I heard rumors he was coming back and that excited me to have a chance to befriend him. I was also a little intimidated and scared I’d be stuck on garmo forever since another big dog was coming in. Yada yada yada, we became boys and I got myself a mentor. Station after station Milton trained me, was patient but firm. This guy is an absolute ball buster and bully. But he doesn’t it from a place of love. In hindsight, I learned more from him than I did at cooking school.
DRAMA
Enough glazing, let's get to the drama. To cut to the chase, Milton and I had a falling out due to turbulent changes happening in our lives. We had a business together that failed due to lack of communication and understanding. It is a problem I have were I don’t address a problems until I blow up and throw it all away. Then our friend Josh died and that wrecked me. I couldnt’ look at Milton without thinking about Josh. It was easier to turn my back on it all while my heart healed. Thank god for Milton’s stubbornness for never giving up on me. We reconciled and have been working on rebuilding our friendship for the passed few years. In turn he has integrated in my life beyond my expectations. He’s great friends with my brother in law, my wife, her whole immediate family, has collaborated professionally with my friend and mentor Jassimran so on and so forth. It brings me great joy to have him back in my life and I’m so proud to watch him grow a father, person, and chef.
THE PIECE
I sat down one night as my wife slept in the room in preparation for her 3 am in time at the bakery she works at. Milt and I recently got tickets for Kanye West in Mexico City and I was running through his catalog like crazy. I am a huge fan of George Condo and Pablo Picasso I draw inspiration from their abstract art. The first piece was the portrait of Shmilton with a red background like My Beautiful Dark Twisted fantasy. I knew it wasn’t enough so I drew his lower body. I thought the negative space of the apron would be a great place for the details of the event. Still wasn’t enough, so I drew the Chef of Win Son, Trigg Brown in the same style. STILL! NOT ENOUGH, I drew a cute little Taiwanese bear with a supreme hat that Win Son uses often in their branding.
When I was done with all four pieces I still didn’t know what I was going to do. I laid the pieces out on my dining table and BOOM! That was it. The pieces side by side came together beautifully. I quickly snapped a picture and went to bed. I didn’t show Milton or Trigg right away. I had doubt due to the pieces being a little crude and ugly. I instead shopped the image around and asked some close friends and associates. They loved it, that’s when I knew this was it. Once I showed him it was over. He loved it and was so excited to show the world. Win Son loved it and the it was a closed case.
I’m so honored to be considered for these opportunities. I’m not a real artist, I'm a washed up cook turned waiter who has a hobby. I’m bullshitting, that’s just my imposter syndrome speaking. Im a lucky guy, even though I chose a different route me and my boy still get to shine together. I appreciate him for sharing his success with me and for believing in my abilities. This is the end for now, I feel like I’ve said too much. But whatever it’s just the internet. If you have time, please pop out and support my king. I will be out of town but I will be there in spirit.